Saturday, November 21, 2009
You
I think my blog's in a mess , exactly the same feeling I'm feeling right now . This time round I've so much to think but nothing to say . I know I'm just confused and scared . I woke up today at 10 plus becos my father woke me up w his voom voom vacuum cleaner , I'm getting out of the house soon to meet crazyman's MAID and then probably off to visit my grandmother. I haven't seen her in ages though I heard things from my mum which are worrying , I hope she's just alright . I hope . My throat's feeling pain , my voice seemed weird I hope its not throat infection pls ~ I need to do a lot of things this week , and I can't wait - I miss v so much so v if you c this pls pls pls pls give me a call immediately we need updates !!!!!!!!! Hehehehe
And now I always have a paragraph allocated just for you :
I don't know what else to say to you except I feel sorry . I want to say words , I want to tell you how exactly I feel but somehow I can't . I'm wary and it seemed as though I've lose trust and hope in such things . I have always prevented myself by deceiving myself or to allow myself to hide in my so called shell . Over the years and the pain which gradually build up , you can never imagine how painful and hurtful it will be . However this is different , I know . And I hope it will be different forever ~
I'm yours
One of those nights.
6:56 PM
