Thursday, October 1, 2009
Torn
I was anticipating towards today . But my plan failed , everything failed . I don't blame anyone but I just don't like last-min arrangements - I just don't like it . So I woke up early today to expect a good day ahead w my mum and bro as it's children day ! As I supposed I'm on a self-called-study-leave , I didn't check my phone regularly . And when I did , I saw
adeline's msg : You might want to come to school today for math as
mr lau said its important . So I was panicking like mad and I called
sofea . She suggested we might still be in time for math , and so I went. My mother had plans for today but
becos of me , she changed all the plans . I know my
bro's really upset but there's nothing I can do. I felt bad though so I swear if I went back to school , it better be of something good . And it turned out like what ?
Amath mocks - this sucks
ok . I was
really disappointed so I scribbled my way through I didn't actually bother about mocks . I'm not bothering about anything
alr . Plans were entirely screwed up , the
anticipation ends immediately when I decided to rush back to school . Perplexed and shocked faces greeted me today ( as if I'm some kind of freak ) but o well why should I care ? I paid a freaking 5 dollars cab fare well I shouldn't be complaining cos
sofea paid 20
hehehe and the freaking weather is so hot like mad , I give up , school sucks . When I saw Roanna she told me a big secret and till now
i'm still quite
Idk I feel weird about this whole matter . Cos I've never expected myself to be a threat to anyone , but
hehe its
ok though . You can use me as a motivation to study harder and better and thrash me
woah , fighting ~~~~ ,
woah , scary ~~~~~
ok hehe !!!! So I ate lunch at my usual hangout w my usual mate and we talked about gross stuffs
ok no I was grossed out but it was
ok as in
nevermind lah , it's not really that grossed but I mean its fun to hear ! Then went to ion to walk around. Eh mate I like the pen in Art Box
wah that one is freak I swear .
Ok so went back home and got chased out
instantaneously cos my mum said we had to change to go to
kenny roger to eat . I didn't eat much cos I'm
alr v full but I still ate a chicken drumstick
hehe .
Anw during this whole period mugging for
olevels , I've earned myself a tummy and I'm going to grow it bigger and bigger . So great world isn't really that great cos there's nothing much to do . I managed to get
Delores something and here I am blogging . I'm going to go off soon if not I'll be nagged at for this and for that which I totally don't want to hear any of it .
On the other hand I really can't stand some people for being so bitchy , so disgusting and so damn it sickening . I think they should suck some ass / balls / anything to keep their bloody mouth shut . If that still doesn't help , I think they should be either be at least a
little self conscious about what comes out of their mouth as it stinks so bad and someone has just got to tell them that . So pls do not pissed me further , know yr limits .
I recalled how you left my heart hanging onto a string
And now , I won't be taken in again
One of those nights.
7:15 AM
