Saturday, October 17, 2009
Dual
Finally , I feel peace surrounding me . I'm glad , so glad . I'm not going to let this affect me , I'm going to stay strong , really am . Tmr I keep my fingers cross , I hope I will not see you again . I know I could not avoid you forever . But right now , I've decided to take a step . Even though it's a 'babystep' , it's still a step . So I hope this feeling stays w me forever - the feeling of leaving you . All along , I realised I've been living in my past . Right now , I'm trying my best to get out of this . And later , I know I'll discard all my past and start anew . I need to start again , all over . I miss those sudden outburst of talking to strangers unknowingly . Somehow , I guess . I'll not let this feeling fade away .
My soul , is gone
One of those nights.
4:59 AM
