Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Collection
Today I tried tell my mum about my big plans - chin chow . And my mum said ' Thanks for telling me yr idea now , I will ask daddy to deduct yr allowance ' .
Omg how could she right !!!!!!!! Its so damn it unfair
ok , but I'm still not going to give up . I'm willing to scrimp and save or even reduce myself to the state of ' walking skeleton ' or ' a bag of bones ' and I'm still waiting for to hold chin chow in my arms .
Ok , so I'm feeling rather down recently . I know the reason why but I refused to do anything about it , let nature takes its course , I say .
I forgot to mention that I've got 26/60 for my paper one in my tuition centre .
Hehehe I know it's really badly done but its the first time my tutor praise me and say that the plot of my story is interesting , I'm glad . Like finally
ok ,
hehehehe . She said I used the wrong structure and that's why my essay is at the lower band . In all , she said that if I've used the correct structure , I will get much higher marks . And I'm going to work harder ,
hehe ! I've nothing else to blog except sometimes I really hope I can choose not to see certain things . I don't hope I'm blind but I do hope that I've some power to forbid my eyes to see some things ,
becos its just plain
grotesque . I'm going to read up my lit notes from my teacher and then I'm off to sleep again . I hope to eat Pizza Hut soon , I want my baked pasta !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Our collection of memories
This is the first time in which she fear of not being able to see you again . She did not know by what power but she knew she has fallen in love w you . Should she be blame for letting you go , should she bear the harsh consequences of not accepting yr love from the start , or was it her mistake to ignore her feelings for you previously ? She didn't know what to do , how to feel or how to resolve this complex situation . This was a game , she thought . And she knew the very fact in which she would lose , completely .
One of those nights.
7:33 AM
