Thursday, September 24, 2009
Privileged
Today was a much better day for me . And
tmr , I believe will be even better . I like this positive mindset ,
hehe .
Anw ok initially I didn't want to blog
becos I still have work to complete but on the other hand
tmr its
daphne's bday ! Life's still boring as ever but its getting better at the same time . I don't feel it anymore I guess my mind and heart is adapting to this new change . But whatever it is , bravo
addy ! Keep going , keep pushing (
hehe ) I spoke to my mother a lot today which is like really v rare after since gong passed away . It was awesome
becos I know I've the most amazing and wonder mother ever in the world . I like it when I discuss to her about my fears and my aspirations.
Becos only she will listen attentively to all my crap . We talked about
olevels , about her
predicament , about if things don't go the way we planned it to be what should I do and all . Knowing that my mother is always supportive of me makes me really glad . Like every other young teenager , I've my own dreams and huge
aspirations . I don't want to have a family (
ok , I think I might regret saying this a few years later but whatever at least right now , no ) I want to be a successful career woman who can support the entire family ( yeah ~~~ ) And so ,
becos of that I need and going to work even harder to
achieve it . I may talk big now and say the most ridiculous thing ever but I can still dream , right ?
Anw I need to type this happy
bday msg to
daphne , so here goes ...
To
daphne :
Firstly , Happy
Bday !!!!! You're 16
alr , so
pls stop acting cute acting like a
chile and always trying to catch my attention
ok ? (
HEHEHEHEHE )
Pls also stop liking pink cos I don't like it and learn to like beautiful colours like yellow . But I know it takes time for you to appreciate nice things so yeah
hehe . I know by now you should have probably read the
bday letter I've written for you since a few months ago . I'm sorry that I didn't give you a gift or anything else
becos I guess I'm really busy to hunt for someone who is so troublesome like you (
HOHO ) But its
ok I'll probably owe you ! The best thing I like about you is being my
Queenstown and same street neighbour . And
becos of that , I'm proud to say that we get a little more closer and talk more to each other too and
ps get to share cab fair (
HAHA )
ok I think I should stop the damn sound effects
alr cos its getting a little too annoying .
Anw , its so sad to see you shifting to another place and leaving my town which is the queen's town . But its
ok , we will still get to contact each other and keep in touch yeah ? Thanks esp for this period of time for collecting all my
hw and helping me w my school stuffs . I thank you from the bottom of my heart
becos I really appreciate yr effort and also I know it must be quite annoying at some time too . I've known you for quite a long period of time since primary school till now , it has been 10 years so far . I still remembered the first time we talked to each other was in the same yellow ugly school bus in which we usually sit beside each other and talk about lame stuffs . Thank God I've this amazing chance to get to know you better during secondary school , if not I wouldn't know how irritating ( kidding ) and nice you can get ! You have been there for me when I needed 'electrical help ' , remember I called you at 8 in the morning
becos I didn't know how to freaking operate my
ipod ?
Hehe . So therefore , even when you leave this school , I hope you'll also take w you our memories and all the joyful moments we spent
tgt . For that , I'm v happy to be yr friend . As
olevel is approaching , I wish you all the best and also in everything you do . Love , Addy
Gone , forever
One of those nights.
7:32 AM
