Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Imperfection
Ok this is going to be a very short post . I decided to turn up for school tmr so I kind of need to recharge or whatever you call that cos school will totally drained all my energy . Imagine me with my freaking small uniform plus the stupid damn weather which totally burns zillion of my calories ? And me sweating till my sports bra could be seen through or visable to anyone who has eyes ? Omg ok pls I think today's my worst day ever cos I went to town today I missed my bus stop and landed somewhere else which I've to walk really far under the freaking blazing scorching afternoon sun which I felt like a BBQ pork after that ok . Then I was approached by this lady and met another lady , they talked to me as if i'm their long lost friend like that . Still can ask me if i'm a student where am I studying this and that . Stupid , I should have known that she has an agenda to be so nice to me . But no , at that point of time i thought she's really sweet looking ( although she's 53 ) and friendly and so I continued to speak to her . She brought me up to taka , I thought we are going to some place to drink coffee and everything becos I asked her where are we going and she says its hot right here and needs to go in to take water or smt like that . Unknowingly while I was talking to her telling her the history behind my name and all , I found myself inside the building of taka at the 18th floor . And then they said I saw the company , their company ' health...... fitness ......' ok I went in becos I wanted to find out more they asked me to measure my body weight , fat , water and muscle and omg they say I'm a 16 year old living in an 18 year old body . Half of my weight is due to body fat becos my weight is far too heavy for my legs to support or whatever . What I know was that after I heard everything they said , I cursed and swear and regretted following this sweet 53 year old lady . She asked me to buy some dk what products but I rejected and went out . There were photos of a lot of people also like Christopher Lee from Spore Idol and others. Worst , they said that they are beckam's what Idk or something . I couldn't be bothered w all these amazingly facts after I weigh myself . I felt my whole world crashing down as when I was on the way to my tuition I took the wrong side of the train and landed somewhere at Cityhall which I need to spend more time to travel back to town and then to bishan. Still cursing and swearing till I went back to HOC and that's it , it sucks . So I've decided that I'm very fat and I seriously need to lose weight. I'm probably not eating for a million days or else I'm going vegetarian. But everytime I think of my ban mian you mian and tom yam I will give in . However this is serious , I'm not giving in at all . I'm trying this for about 3 days and see how it goes . I hope I probably faint or smt then it will be even better . Screw it , I know I'm damn fat ok but no need to tell me about my body fat , water this and that right . I've only one phrase to say ' Welcome to reality '
Ever and After says:
Am i v like pathetic
omg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
California Fitness is Full of G A Y S says:
nope
Ever and After says:
phew : >
California Fitness is Full of G A Y S says:
just naive
Now I'm sure
One of those nights.
7:09 AM
