Sunday, September 20, 2009
Envy
I wake up every hour just to read a few sentences . After that , my head will fall back onto my pillow and before I know it I'll be sound asleep . My uncle , my father , my mother , my sis and my bro are in my house , which means no peace today. I don't know what's going on I'm not choosy and picky today and that
becos the only thing I know is : My head's spinning like crazy , everything seemed to be a blur to me . I'm trying to think that its
becos I'm getting lazier and my brain's not functioning anymore . But hell no , I think I'm sick .
As usual , I don't even need to turn my head to the side or anywhere else
becos from their footsteps and the way they talk I know the exact
positions where each and everyone of them are . My mother's cooking in the kitchen as I smell food , my sis is trying to figure out what to wear this and that for maybe
tmr's yoga or whatever as I hear the continuous slamming sound of my door . My father's all over the house which means one min he's in the kitchen the next min he's in the living room and the next split second he can be right behind me or beside me watching me quietly which anytime now I'll turn behind and holler . But I know he'll still continue to fuss . As for my bro , he's in the process of being a monk right now and my uncle seemed to be his tutor or anyone who guides him . It seemed queer though
becos my
bro's chanting all the weird words which I think he totally made them up . My mum says '
Aiya you , if you want to be a monk
yknow you need to study until university and get a degree
leh ! ' So yeah its amazing , times have changed people . You need a degree to be a monk ?
Omg . As for me I'm
emoing staring and gazing at my com screen as if I'm lovesick or
smt which I'm not . However now it seemed as if every letter which is appearing on my screen is floating right now but fear not
becos i'm still waiting to open my eyes real wide and see myself floating . When that happens , I'll be delighted and not
afraid ! Previously I was on plugs listening to Big Bang ' We Belong Together ' . Its really
gd and addictive though half of the time I don't know what are they talking about cos its
korean but I've watch the
mv before so I try to follow my inference. While listening to it , I paid real close attention to the words ' We Belong Together ' cos that's the only words I know . I started to think real deeply , who's we , what's belong and why
tgt . And then I figured out probably I need to take up some
korean classes or be as desperate as my sis learning
korean online . I guess she's too sick and tired of staring hard at their facial expressions to decipher what the hell the person is actually talking about . But its obviously of no use , how can you look at
someone's facial expression and then decide what the hell that person is talking about. And I've got proof . Previously even if
sofea's talkng eng and
furthermore if I'm looking at her facial expression , it won't help at all becos I still couldn't make any sense to what she's talking about . This is concrete proof people .
Ok , I think
i'm starting to piss people off w my curtness and rudeness .
Hehe which I think its quite fun . This is another new chapter to my story and I'm probably going off to sleep again and dream about how to crack yr protected twitter .
So start by telling me
Edited :
This is to
sofea ,
If
Hari raya is over and that nobody eats the prawns can you
pls pls pls pls pls give it to me ,
omg I love the prawns !!!!! I'm not desperate for prawns , right ? Hehe
One of those nights.
9:18 PM
