Monday, September 14, 2009
Buried
Omg why do I feel so bad towards Sofea ? Anw yeah I've only 15 mins to blog cos I'm going to stick to my plan or rather my timetable or anything you call that to be. I don't think studying in school is a very good idea cos I'm not learning anything and I think tuition centres or home tuitions are getting more effective and it saves more time even though I'm wasting more money . Like my mother said , everything is an investment . So yeah , why not ? The best thing I like about my mum is that she's always so supportive no matter what excuse or reason I give , and that's why I love her a little more . But when she nags , its omggggggggggggggg . Ok I'm waiting for my dinner before I start to do my work again . I've a lot of unfinished work which that's why I seriously need a planner , timetable , organiser , folder , file , notebk or whatever it is just to make me more organised. I've this drive and motivation to just put in my best effort for olevels becos I don't want to regret becos I don't want to say I wish .. , becos I don't want to let some people down again . I must strive hard so even though my results are not v good at least I've really done my best and i'll continue to do so . I hope this will never end or maybe end after olevels or something becos I don't want to be drained out / burnt out or whatever again . It seemed as though I've finally pick myself up and I'm going to walk this journey with cuts or bruises but I don't care as long as I know you'll always be w me . Not physically of cos , but yr presence and soul will stay w me . I'm sure . So thank you becos of you I'll go the extra mile , becos of you I'll be better and stronger , becos of you I'll not escape anymore
This adrenaline rush is hard to explain
But I've decided to bury it all in my heart
I can shut my eyes real tight and pray so hard that you didn't exist
But when I open my eyes , I see the sight of you
Since I can't let you go ,
I'll keep you in my heart , always
Hi sofea ,
I know you'll probably hate me but I'm v sorry . I've decided ( sounds like I'm leaving you or something which is so not heheheehe ) I'm also going to msg you like 2 mins later or call you and i'm seriously quite scared so I'm keeping my fingers cross ......... ( First time I'm feeling this way ok )
Hi roanna ,
send me the song pls !!!!! And I'm saying hi through my blog so hope you can see it soon : >
One of those nights.
4:01 AM
