Monday, August 3, 2009
HAHAHA If Kris sees this , she's probably going to kill me for putting up this pix . But HAHAHAHA , we seriously need to talk asap . Thanks or not picking up any of my call , K .
Times like this , I want somebody , anybody ( Omg , freakin' disgustin' )
O well , scare the hell out of me today cause I thought I've h1n1 ok . I've ALL the symptoms , maybe xcept coughing . I visited the doc and everything , I seriously hate all the medicine though it has side effects . I was surprised because I didn't even know I was having a fever until the nurse was like ' Come here girl , take tempt . ' And after she took my tempt she said ' Girl yknow you're having a fever or not. ' I was ' huh really , then what now ? ' She gave me a mask which look so horrible and yeah I wore it , I could literallly feel the air I xhale , and I swear it was so horrible. People shun me as if I've a terminal disease and I felt really awkward , weird as well as ugly . My hair's pinned up to the max ( not the bimbo kind of cause ) , I bet Dr tan was like ' Omg , you look like shit ' . Well its ok though , I just need someone to tell me I'm not a h1n1 positive . Yeap , I'm totally not studying because I can't really absorb anything anyway and I really wonder how am I going to do well for prelims and for my eng tuition oral xam , its the last xam and if I don't do well I'm going to get another scolding , nagging lesson and I don't know what else of crap . So I have throat infection and all , it's so terrible I could barely speak . O well , I think I really miss my voice , I haven't been hearing it since ytd I guess . To think I still hang out ytd w val and sofee and plus I ran 2.4 after meeting them . I thought I was feeling upset about some stufs and in the end , hell no because I was sick ok so uhm hmm .
Ok , I think I really want to get to know you . I want you to help me , I really need some help from you . Pls let me in , right now .
WHEN I RECOVER ...
1) I'm going to talk non-stop
2) I'm going to talk on the phone
3) I'm going to eat Macs
4) I'm going to eat youmian/banmian
5) I'm going to seoul garden
6) I'm going to study
7 ) I'm going to spend a shorter time sleeping ( Its a total waste of my time , I sleep almost 24/7 today )
Ok , and now I'm going to sleep again
One of those nights.
5:04 AM
HAHAHA If Kris sees this , she's probably going to kill me for putting up this pix . But HAHAHAHA , we seriously need to talk asap . Thanks or not picking up any of my call , K .