Friday, August 14, 2009
I'm alive , but I'm losing all my drive
I realised that my blog posts are all really long . I know no one is going to read it , but whatever it is I'm still going to continue . I've to confess that my fringe is really damn long right now , my pimples are all popping out like popcorns , there seemed to be some bug on my skin cause I feel itchy whenever and I'll scratch like nobody's business and my hair seemed to be v dry and ew and OMG I NEED A BREAK . Actually , I don't think I want a break I kind of like it when my day / time speeds up so fast . Sometimes I feel as i I can't keep up , sometimes I feel as if i'm going to suffocate soon . But now I'm liking it so i don't really need to bother what to think / do cause I know I need to eat (vital) , sleep and study . Today was the most scariest day you could say cause I really felt as if i've no confidence in math at all . Whatever it is , it didn't really scare me that badly . The best thing of all , I totally didn't freak out . My mood was like the o-just-do-it-anw-bound-to-fail , HAHAHA . And tuition was good today in fact real good , if I ever have a poly friend / chinese speaking friend , I pray that person would be exactly like Nicole . I miss her so freaking much and today we finally got to talk . 2 hours ok , we didn't do anything but talk and talk . It was so fun , she remembered all the things we shared !!!! And she totally started singing songs by fergie etc cause I used to sing it to her last time ( I know its gross ) AHAHAHA . I need to watch some movies cause I just need to . I need to buy some clothes cause i need to also even though i'm huge but whatever at least it makes me happy . Aiya , I don't feel like blogging alr cause I want to phone instead . Check yr phone people !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT IS NEXT WEEK SERIOUSLY - PRELIMS , MOCK SPA , ENG ORAL . I HATE IT SO MUCH SO BADLY IT CAN JUST KISS MY ASS AND SCREW IT OFFFFF
One of those nights.
5:17 AM
