Ok I guess I've finally 'found' my daily routine . When I wake up , I'm going to read the papers . Next I'll have my breakfast and then I'll use my laptop . Its great using it at this timing cause there's no one online at all or at least no one will disturb me while I'm blogging . I kinda of dislike that , it disturbs me. I'm going to be v screwed for prelims or olevels if I continue to behave like this as in not really behave behave , but maybe if I don't do smt to my life right now I know its going to be really screwed .
As much as I hate to say this , but I'm not putting in my best effort at all. I seemed to lost the interest in studying , ( ok its not as if I've one ) But I remember I usually have one thousand and one or even more questions to ask anyone to can ans me . Also , I love the starting of a new chap of whatever , be it math or other subjects . Its just so fun , isn't it ? However now when everyone is mugging , sometimes I feel as if its really stupid . We're just like putting in our best effort , mugging , forcing ourselves to study because of the damn grade , and obviously no one likes to lose so yeah competition yeah . Its not about the passion to learn anymore . Maybe this's Singpore.
I had wasted one whole entire day ytd doing all my chem papers , but it was freaking hard . As I'm still at a loss to figure out how the hell am I supposed to do some of the questions . Its so damn it hard , seriously . Its just the feeling which you really want to give up , but you are still hanging there encouraging yrself its ok , maybe er you should do this and that and all then maybe you can get the damn ans . I'm so annoyed that I switched to E.Math immediately . I know this year prelims would suck real bad . I wanted to skip all the Math papers cause I don't want to even feel stupid . But whatever it is , I'm just going to glue my damn ass on the chair and probably sleep if I really don't know how to do at all . I mean c'mon , getting a min grade of C6 means you're on the right track to olevels . Then what if I get F9 , its only 2 grades away , does it means that I just need to work A LITTLE harder and I'll be on the right track too ? Its stupid , it will make me feel even worse , whatever at least I still feel .
I think my throat's going to give me some problems again . Cause when I kind of stop eating my antibiotics , my throat's pain again . I thought drinking more water would help but hell no its not . Its pain pain pain . PAIN ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ( HAHAHAHA ) Whatever it is , I think eating medicine and everything else is such a trouble . So I would rather just let nature take its course . HAHAHA ok I need to do some math if not I'm going to screw this up big time .
Anw , pls help me w this chem question : carbon monoxide can react w steam to give carbon dioxide and hydrogen gas. A tempt of 350 degree celsius is used . Is this reaction exo or endo . Xplain yr ans . AIYA , help me w this question !!!!!!
