Monday, August 24, 2009
Crossroads , its just you and me
I seriously am very into Kite Runner and its really really good . I can't wait to watch the movie even though I'm still hesitating whether to watch it or not . But its a really good book hopefully after I'm done w the KR fay will be able to lend me A thousand splendid suns and that would be extremely great ok !!!! Aiya i wanted to blog about ytd I want to say how great it was and all but I've utterly no mood . I hate this feeling this feeling of being so messed up and when argh I dont know how to say it . I FREAKING DONT KNOW WHERE TO GET MY WHITE DRESS AND MY MUM IS NOT GOING W ME YKNOW WHAT I KNOW I PROBABLY SOUND LIKE A SPOILT BRAT BUT WHY MY SIS ALWAYS GET MY MUM'S COMPANY , MY MUM WOULD SHOP W HER AND EVERYTHING ELSE I KNOW MY MUM IS BUSY W MY GRANDPA AND I SHOULD BE MORE UNDERSTANDING I KNOW BUT I CANT HELP FEELING THIS WAY WHY AM I ALWAYS DOING ALL THESE THINGS LIKE EITHER ALONE OR W MY FRIEND WHY NOT W HER DAMN IT FOREVER AIYA I DAMN BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY AIYA IDK LAH ANYTHING LAH FRIEND THEN FRIEND ALONE THEN ALONE I DONT BELIEVE I CAN'T DEPEND OR DO IT BY MYSELF I CANT TAKE IT I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE WHATEVER I DONT EVEN DAMN IT FEEL LIKE GOING STUPID YEAH FOREVER ASKING ME TO BE UNDERSTANDING OF HER SITUATION AND ALL THEN WHO THE HELL WILL UNDERSTAND MY SITUATION AND HOW BADLY I YEARN TO CHOOSE MY DAMN GRAD DRESS W YOU DAMN IT SERIOUSLY FOREVER SAYING LIKE ITS ALL MY FAULT AND MY STUPID BRO WTH STUPID ALR STILL DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING STUPID ALR STILL DONT WANT TO STUDY STUPID ALR STILL SO SLACK STUPID ALR STILL HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE LAZY DAMN IT HOW STUPID DO YOU WANT TO GET I HATE THIS AGE GAP THING I CANT EVEN SEEMED TO TALK TO HIM AND HELLO I'M ONLY BACK HOME LIKE WHAT LESS THAN AN HOUR AND I'M ALR FEELING THIS WAY DAMN
and yknow what whoever you are , you're such a damn damn damn person which idk how to describe you , I wish you good luck in all the things you've ever done to hurt me or anyone . You'll really have karma just wait and see , opps sorry I mean I'll wait and see .
One of those nights.
6:54 AM
