Thursday, August 27, 2009
If only , if only
I think I haven't been really blogging these few days . But I mean come on you can't blame me , I was / am busy and still going to be . Its just that I know I got to spend some time blogging cos I really can't wait when olevels is over and I can read my blog and laugh at all the stupid little things which I'm really stressed and pissed about . HAHAHAHA yeah I was really tired today but I still managed to survive through whatever night study except that I can't really concentrate becos no offence but the view was horrible horrible to the max . I can't take it when I look up and I feel utterly grossed out and when I kind of turn slightly facing to the left , it irks me totally , completely . I know its wrong to say that , or probably mean but you started it first . Everything was yr fault , not mine . I had never feel this way so strong towards someone before and that really allow me to know the word ' hate' much better . Everytime when you appear right infront of me , I would hold my breath cos I really don't want to breathe the same air as you do , at least not w you . I feel as if I'm suffocating if I do that , whatever you just groas me out completely yucks I really hope I live to that day in which I see you getting yr karma really .
Anw I would really like to thank maureen and angela su for helping me w my graduation stuffs . Thanks maureen for like yknow going into every shop checking out if there's white dress for me we nearly walked in and out of all the far east shopping mall ok pls and it was really no joke cos its tiring to the max . And angela for waiting for me at anchorpt even though i'm alr so late.
I don't really have any more thing to say cos I need to get back to the mugging mode alr omg but I seriously need my sleeping mode first tmr's emath paper 1 mock exam . HOW COULD MR LAU JUST TELL US LIKE WHAT ONE DAY BEFORE ITS SO UNFAIR OK PLS . Yeah whatever it is , luckily school starts at 8 thank God . Anw I'm really shocked and also v disappointed for my prelim results . Why is it like this ? Plus , my mum's still telling me that I can get 7 A1s for her , I smirked and walked away. Its not as if its impossible , but its just seemed impossible . Obviously who wouldn't be happy getting 7 A1s ? I would !!!! But you've to work v hard for it , cos in this world there's no such thing as free . So now I'm off to work hard to earn some lunch , dinner , breakfast , supper , tea-break and others . : >
Ps ( My earplugs are dead one side is dead I'm so desperate to get a new one pls and I just bought a new notebookie : > )
One of those nights.
6:31 AM
