Saturday, May 16, 2009
Sorry , I feel like a total bitch right now .
To you :
Seriously , it totally serves you right . Even though I still feel upset for you , but seriously I've warned you so many times . Haven't you notice ? I really don't know how to tell you this , but I mean we're done w this , or at least I'm . You really should have known he was just playing w you . I'm really afraid you don't even know that he's playing w you after all these stuffs . I want to tell you , but I promised my friend not to . A promise is a promise . I've tried to warn you so many times , and you just shoved me away . This is what you get when you choose boyfriends over girlfriends . Yeah , wow I still can't forget how I've helped you and you just pushed me away when you think you've got him . Ok , that's it for you
To you :
I seriously think you are some disgusting piece of jerk , I never knew you are such a coward . Ew ew ew , you're so disgusting yknow that ? She's right , you're so weird. Wait , I don't even know you at all . But ew , you are so gross . You should try flushing down yrself into the toilet bowl. Plus , I'm not dumb or at least not dumb in this aspect , I know you're trying to make use of me . Everyone's cunning , but I can't help it , you are so cunning , crafty yet stupid . I'm not some kind of tool for you to use to acheive yr big aim or whatever . So if yknow pls get lost , yucks . I swear it was a mistake to even talk to you big time YUCKS . I'm so over this and over it .
That's the reason why you can never ever trust anyone , seriously . When I was younger , I used to be so foolish . I used to believe in bestfriends , I used to trust all my secrets to my so called friends . But this is reality , or let's just say ' Welcome to reality' HAHAHA fea would laugh at this , seriously . But its true , it is so freaking true . Beware and not trust anyone . Who isn't a liar , who didn't bitch about you before . I bet everyone is a hypocrite , I choose to believe in that . I'm beginning to c this world clearly , soon I guess . Its good this way , so I would stpop dreaming and wake up from all these . This was my nightmare , not anymore .
Bestfriends won't be there when you need them , just like how I need you at that point of time and you didn't reply my msg . I'm really losing it , I'm really losing hope .
Plus , guys are such a flirt , jerks and all . I mean obviously not all guys , but maybe most of them at our age are . So yeah , you should've known that nothing would last forever , esp not this kind of relationship right now . You can take yr time to dream about yr prince in yr dream forever . Things don't and won't work this way .
I've learnt
One of those nights.
8:56 AM
