Thursday, May 21, 2009
And Big Girls Don't Cry ..
I don't even know why am I playin that song now , I feel so down
I thought today was a total waste of time cause I could be at home sleeping or to , Idk I would probably do anything to get out of school ( xcept naughty stuffs ) Yeah , cause today supposedly only checking bio paper . I think our class didn't do quite well , but wow should check out those 4E 4A gals one , its seriously omg
No one likes to c their papers filled w crosses , esp big ones and all . I've so many straight zero for my answers. And plus , I was totally sitting alone cause there's no merl , no sofea , no roanna , no sharon , no anyone . Results really suck , till now I don't even dare to tell my mum but I think she knows I did v badly . And to think before that , I still can comfort my friends and ask them to ask themselves how badly do they want to acheive for olevels . Am I foolish , am I just so unrealistic ? I know everyone would be xperiencing this in their life , some call this temporary phase , some call this turning pt . Everyone knew they would get over this . I think i've been stuck in this phase for quite some time , I really want to break through , I really want to stop . Everytime I feel miserable , I tell myself its ok to get hurt , its ok its ok because of this , I would learn , because of this I would grow . And now , I asked myself , so what ? So what if I knew , so what if I've learnt ? I can't control this , or can I ? Yeah idk what am I blogging . I don't know what to do , where to begin , where to stop
Losing it , I don't think I'm goanna blog
One of those nights.
5:18 AM
