Sunday, March 8, 2009
Life's really that bad . I woke up at 7 plus to pack my swimming stuffs and I still forgot to bring something , and its like the most most most important thing ( which is my towel ) Its my second time alr ok !!!!!!!!!! I feel so pissed w myself . So I was kinda late today again , which wasn't that bad cause I was not that late HAHA . Anw , swimming was really good cause I haven't been swimming /running / jogging or rather exercising / keeping fit . Why ? That's a v diffcult question , lets just say I'm lazy like crazy . I really dislike a lot of things and a lot of people recently so guys who I still love now can you pls be happy HAHAHAHA ( k I was so totally kidding ok ) Anw , I think I've alr master the skill of giving up and letting go because now I totally don't feel anything towards you , which is bad . I told someone this before , if I hate you / dislike you , that means you should feel a little happy cause at least I'm still bothered about you but if I totally don't care / bother about you that means yeah I shan't go into details . I think its this kind of feeling , you live yr life the way you want to , and I live mine . So in actual fact , we are going separate ways . Yeah , I think its that kind of feel . I must be really selfish this year , to only bother about myself and the people I love , shouldn't really pay attention to others cause I mean what's the point , either I get hurt or , wait there's no or , its just that .
Till now , I seriously don't see why I am paying much attention to you cause you simply don't care . Whatever it is , I'm totally fine w whatever and anything and yeah I'm alright and fine w my life .
Ps . ( Tuition was so cool today cause ................. )
Anw , I need to get a lot of things before some deadline , which is URGH . I need to get things from daiso (swimming stuffs ) , need to get print ink ( tiong ) , need to get boards ( Ikea) , anyone free tmr ?????? HAHAHAHA
Shitz , I wanted to type a lot but in the end I forgot what I wanna type , shitzxzxzxzxzxzx . Anw I need to get a lot of things done . Plus this whole week is like crap ok , I spent a lot of money omg heartache : <
One of those nights.
3:51 AM
