Saturday, February 7, 2009
K I'm blogging again cause I wanna make sure I spend some time w my blog . Ok this sounds real dumb but what to do , I guess I need some time to kinda spend w myself n all . Need to make time for myself , yeah thats it ! I really dislike it that I kinda banned myself from not diary-ing this year . But I guess its for a good cause , eg . It can save the trees. HAHA omg shit I'm so freaking lame . Anw I've a lot of stuffs to do cause of tuition plus stupid cmc trg take up so much of my sat time . This is so annoying .
Somehow , I really hate to wake up now . Because waking up kinda mean its time to do homework , its time to mug . I really detest this period of sec4 now , feel as if I can't cope at all . The two most wanted desperate thing I wanna do is : 1) To sit at Starbucks w June n Kris , to stare at the people n stone . I find it so interesting now , its like you'll be able to see a lot of things that you probably never see if you don't observe them . However , I know it is still weird . No wonder sofea likes to stone so much . 2) I want to sleep real badly , I wanna fall sick ( even though I don't like doctors plus medicines ) because I'm able to sleep all I want when I'm sick . I might be able to dream too , to dream is the best thing on Earth. N there are still other stuffs I really wanna do , like talking to roannasofeasherylann on the phone though they are so freaking irritating esp sherylann forever ask me to wait , wait for so long pls , annoying . N to dance. ( OMG OK )
K I need to complete my tuition hw now , before my teacher nags at me .
Anw
, I realised I don't need you at all , You are just something I want . Because w/o you , I'm still able to breathe , to live . And again , I don't wish to be yr puppet. Night after night ,
You sat up and cried ,
Wondering when you are goanna see things clearer,
You don't even realise ,
That at this very moment ,
You are talking to yourself in the mirror.
One of those nights.
6:24 PM
