Sunday, January 25, 2009
Life sucks , like seriously .
I really detest this feeling of CNY , really do . I feel so stupid , so foolish and so empty . Usually I would be like really happy , looking forward to and all . But now , Idk what else to say . I hope next year's not like this , really do hope . Today's not the worst day of my life , but it's probably one of the boriest day ever . I received only ONE happy new year msg , k how pathetic this is ? Ok , I've a lot of things to blog and I feel that if I don't blog today , I would be kinda letting myself down . Last week was a total screwed up , I hate last week the most . I can't believe I'm that foolish , I can't belive it . K so thursday was bad , fri was tuition tuition tuition all the way , it wasn't that bad . Saturday was town w Kris and her friend , June . Swear her friend is freaking funny , walked bought stuffs and sat at starbucks laughing out loud , homed then tuitioned . Sunday was even better , churched w sofea and val ( sorry i was super duper late ) , then val went off because of some reason and talked w sofea from kfc to macdonalds to mos burger . We were seriously that crazy. Oh then I thought I was a direction expert ( streetwise ) so i decided to head to my cousin's house directly after ps . But eww no , I was lost and all , so annoying , steamboat w my aunties and uncles plus cousins . I love singing songs w melina !!!!!! I hope I can see her today : > : > :>
I've no idea if I've made the right choice by like going out , I pray everything would turn out ok . Even if it doesn't , I know its alright cause this would be our first and last time out tgt . Plus , after this I really want to give you up , really do . One week , and after wed/thurs , we would be like strangers , just like before. I'm so tired of this , I need time , I need a break , I need to concentrate on my studies.
One of those nights.
5:57 PM
