Tuesday, January 13, 2009
K I went to ps w Sofea and Daphne to get things for J's bday . I swear I seriously can't wait for her bday k : > Its way too cool ! Birthdays are so cool esp this year cause its sweettttttt sixteeennnnn !!! We went walking , searching for stuffs to get for J . But its so bad cause J pratically has almost everything or the things that she want , she'll eventually get it in the end . But its sweet sixteen , so at the eleventh hour , I bought her ................. It was really cool and hawtttttttt HAHA I hope she likes it k :> I'm like rushing sofea to print the photos for me cause my ink is dead . Anw , thankssss. Roanna just called , she's not going to come to school tmr cause she has fever . I was so shocked to hear that :/ Why is everyone falling ill ? Anw , take care soon yeah ? Omg I feel so rushed . I'm goanna blog smt for J here cause tmr I've trg so I don't think I'm able to blog .
This post is specially for dearest J :
Omg Joleneeeeeee Errrrrrrrrrrrrr , you are finally sixteen . Sweet sixteen ! Omg I seriously hope you'll like the pressie . Anw , its from me roanna and daphne . But I shopped the thing specially for you k . So you must be glad : > I was really happy last year , mainly because you were always there for me 24/7 . Last year was really bad cause I lose a lot of things. Though I really hate to accept the fact and face reality , but I know I've to move on . What I want to say is that , I don't know what will I be without you . You are so great . You never fail to leave me alone . You always listen to my rantings and comfort me . When I'm feeling down , you made really cute cards for me . When I'm at my lowest point of my life and I feel like giving up , you were there encouraging me , supporting me in every way you could . I'm not blind , I'm not heartless . Though I never really tell you how much you mean to me , but I've always regard you as one of my best pal . We knew each other during math and our passion for dance. I hope this friendship will never end , I hope we'll be friends forever . I feel quite jealous and sad though this year we difted a lot , I don't know if you feel the same too . But its ok , we must try to spend time for each other k ? : > I love you a lot , and HAPPY BIRTHDAY again ! ( I think tmr I'm goanna suffer cause you'll irritate me like crap and I can't bully you :< ) Poor me !
Anw , I realised I've been a really bad girl this year . I'm not studying and i'm playing like mad . Oh my , pls help me . I don't want you to affect me , I don't want you to affect my studies , my mood , my feelings. Sometimes I hope we never know each other , other times I really want to make you mine . I'm feeling so confused and stressed up , and can't you treat me nicer ? Oh no , I shouldn't say that cause this is karma , I deserve all these . I really want to tell you how I feel towards you now , but I don't think you'll even give a damn about me . My courage is nothing to you , no matter how much I try , no matter how much effort I put in to talk to you , you'll ignore me . You won't even bother about me . Idk , maybe this is good . You should try to keep this up / to continue this way to ignore me , so after some time I'll give you up. Isn't this good ? I told s , s, d , r I'm going to give this up . So pls help me : > I love yguys like insane . And val , don't worry I love and miss you too . M , when are you going to reply my tags ? Oh my tian .
I've no idea what I want .
One of those nights.
3:03 AM
