Saturday, January 17, 2009
K , I need to go offline soon cause time is so running out . I really want to go for the reunion dinner , but why must it be this week ???????? AIYA , I seriously need time , k not seriously , desperately . I should not talk over the phone alr , or maybe I should only talk to some people only . HAHA people like bbf , crazyman and ....... Yeah everyone's studying now except me , I wonder whats wrong . Yeah yeah yeah addy , go study now . Ok , I asked gor to remind me to log out at 9.45 . Hopefully he remembers . I changed my msn nick /pm . And zhen's so cute , she was like :
Huizhen. says:
awwwww.
Huizhen. says:
what's with your nick?
We'll never get the chance to be okay says:
HAHAHAHAHA huh whats w it ?
Huizhen. says:
very sad lazxzxzxzx
We'll never get the chance to be okay says:
oh really ah
Huizhen. says:
YA
We'll never get the chance to be okay says:
HAHAHAHHA , no lah don't worry I'm fine
Huizhen. says:
hopefully.
We'll never get the chance to be okay says:
Don't worry , I'm fine , if I'm not I'll sms you cause you always think of me riht ?
We'll never get the chance to be okay says:
omg really
Huizhen. says:
YA
Huizhen. says:
anyway, just take care la.
Huizhen. says:
LOL
Omg why is she so sweet ? Anw , I really do miss M. I haven't been talking to her since idk when . And M refers to Maureen Lio . I really really really miss you , Maur . Remember we are best friends , don't ditch me k ? Cause I love you alot : >
K
gor is rushing me to study , I left only 5
mins . I'm actually v happy that we are speaking to each other . I'm even happier because of that day's
phonecall , I can't sleep that day , I was totally thinking of what you said .
Thx , though I know that we'll not last forever . I know you probably agree to speak to me cause I asked you to , or because you are bored , or you are free or you've nothing to do at that point of time . But whatever it is , I'm still v happy , really am . You probably don't know how much the
phonecalls , text
msges mean to me . It really mean a lot , esp when its from you . Though I still feel guilty towards you , but I'll put in my best effort so I'll not feel guilty when I leave this school . I really hope we would talk like this forever , but I don't want to force you or to make you promise stupid promises that you'll talk to me . How I wished I could read yr mind , then probably I know how
ythink of me now . I realised , you've not changed at all . I mean what I say when we were talking on the phone , I really do miss you .In fact , I miss you like crazy like insane . But I know I should not be so greedy , I should not be possessive or selfish or jealous or petty . You don't belong to me now , you don't belong to me , you are not mine . I hope you heard all the mumbled words , because
thats how I really feel towards you . I think I'm willing to do anything for you . Phone call was great , because I get to feel the same exact feeling I had last time .
Idk how long this will last , but I know it won't last forever . Because you've yr own life , and I've mine . At the same time , I wanna tell you so badly that 'I love you'
One of those nights.
5:36 PM
