Saturday, January 31, 2009
I seriously need to get a lot of stuffs done . But you are seriously not helping . I feel so annoyed that I wanna sleep cause someone told me before sleeping is the best way to relax and destress . But the worst thing is that I kinda do cry in my sleep now , so Idk . Maybe I should stick w watching korean dramas , so I could cry till I sleep : > Idk , is there another way ?
Dreams are so irritating I swear . I wanna make sure I've a good one today if not I would be totally letting myself down . Stayed home today , didn't go anywhere . I kinda miss the HOC ( House of Chem ) . Omg that reminds me of how much fun I had w Kris the other day , it was totally cool k !!! Anw , today's so freaking boring . Its a saturday , everyone's out and I'm stuck at home for idk what reason . But it was kinda productive , I guess .
I hate it when my things are in a really big mess . Stupidstupidstupid . I can't get the things I want , and I can't find my stuffs , plus it looks so horrible terrible and untidy . How can I stand this ? No wonder people who I allow them into my house , my bedroom , my studyroom are people who are close to me . I'm so not neat and I need to try . My mum thinks I need to learn how to cook. But I doubt so , maggie noodles are always there for me when I need them . But actually , I kinda prefer home-cooked food . I want someone who can really cook well to cook for me as and when I like . Yeah , tell me I might as well employ a personal chef . I'll gladly do so if I've the ka-chings ok . I seriously want a chaffeur , maid , chef .............. I think it's soon goanna become a need and not a want soon . Shitzxzxxzxzxzx.
Ytd was fun w Sofea and Valencia . We didn't really have fun but we spent most of the time talking , walking , sitting , eating . Kinda left val out in our conversation cause I havent been really talking to sofea since I'm ill so I totally talk to sofea non-stop about school stuffs . Sorry val , love you . However , I doubt she is goanna see this cause she's a nehnehnipoopoo. I'm still talking to sofea now . Not really talking , I realised I've been ranting and venting on her instead of talking . I think sometimes she's really annoyed , but yeah I love her still . & now Roanna's thinking of ditching me , totally hate her .
Anw , I think I'm going to leave my phone to rot for a few days or probably a few weeks cause of a really stupid reason . I don't like it when people don't reply my msges . K , I know I don't reply people's msges too but AIYA , I just can't take it . Wait , I think i'm really weird . I can't take it when people are late too , but I'm like forever late . Aiya what to do , life sucks , life's boring . HAHHAHAHAHAHA, this is so stupid . K i got to do my essays alr , but i think i'm going to sleep so yeah .
Ps : Sorry for not calling you back maur , didn't know you wait till 12 plus , feel so guilty . We'll meet you soon : >
One of those nights.
7:27 AM
