Thursday, October 23, 2008
I know you'll never see this , but yeah this post is for you .
I can't believe I actually feel this way now ,
I feel so weird and awkward , like as if I want things to be this way ,
I don't want to , but I doubt I can help it .
But
pls , don't ignore me .
Maybe , it was a mistake right from the start .
We shouldn't have even started ,
Then probably , we don't have to be this way we are now.
I guess you don't feel anything , I don't think you do , I don't even know who I am in yr heart now . I must be a stranger to you .
Thats why they say whatever you do , you must not regret yr actions or you'll live in regrets . I finally understand why they say so . Its really true . I shouldn't treat you the way I did last time , it was all my fault , and no matter how much I try to make it up to you now , it doesn't seemed to work . I feel so bad and guilty towards you , I've nothing to say except I'm sorry for those times that I've caused you to feel so upset. I know its too late and all , but I'm really sorry .
I want to know cause I can't face another day here in the dark
I'm tired of wondering when we're together baby where you are
Why should i give you everything
When you will only break my heart
You will only break my heart
You will only break my heart
I'd give my heart if i had one for giving
I'd give my heart your lips could keep me living
I'd give my heart and always be forgiving
I'd give my heart if i had one for giving
So hard to be so far out living our separate lives
You phone was really broken - I tried your number twice
And if you need confirmation, baby I understand
It's alright if you want me to tell you...
Have a feeling that you 'll have me forever
You're just a habit and I can't give you up boy
Even when you let me down
Don't leave me alone
My fears will come creeping back and I will fall apart
Don't leave me alone
I'm weak I can't handle it
I can't handle this
You see the world a different way without you I'd be strugglin'
When I'm alone at night I feel that I am missing something
Tried to ignore that I needed you then found out you needed me more
Now it's just you and me and we have something worth fighting for
I'll go for miles
Till I find you
You say you want to leave me
But you can't choose
I've gone thru pain
Every day and night
I feel my mind is going insane
Something I can't fight
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
A blank expression
Covering your face
I'm looking for directions
For out of this place
I start to wonder
If you'll come back
I feel the rain storming after thunder
I can't hold back
Don't leave me
I'll go for miles
Till I find you
You say you want to leave me
But you can't choose
I've gone through pain
Every day and night
I feel my mind is going insane
Something I can't fight
Don't leave me
I don't need / want anything much ,
I just want you to tell me that you miss the good old days too ,
I probably wish that you say you'll want my love forever .
But wait , this doesn't make sense at all .
So what ,
So what if you said all these , it doesn't change anything .
But perhaps , I'll give it all up .
I can't believe I'm still hanging on .
I wish , you could tell me how much I mean to you now .
One of those nights.
5:20 AM
