Saturday, August 16, 2008
Robbed her happiness .
Alot of things happened recently , & I really don't wish to talk about it . Anw , I've decided to not go online and switched on my phone for one month . So if you are trying to contact me urgently and you can't , I'm sorry . Omg , thank God CA(s) are so over . I freaking have time for myself right now . But I must stay focused for this whole period till SA is over . So that means no going out , no shopping , no television programmes , no anything starting from September holidays onwards . I must be able to achieve my goal . I don't want to waste my efforts , even though all that are not really efforts . HAHA . Yesss , Singapore's Table Tennis ...
Ultimately , I want to prove to you what I'm capable of , I'm not dumb , stupid , useless or worthless . I want you to take back all what you've said , I want you to regret what you've said . If you think by scolding me and charging at me with stupid and uncouth words of yours works , I'm telling you now it doesn't . i don't think I'm in the wrong , I'm not saying that you are wrong , but I think you are freaking hot-tempered and don't bother to get your freaking facts right first . If you've bother to try , I wouldn't be feeling the distance now . & I considered myself lucky to have a family .
I don't want anything ;
I just want you to spend a day w me ;
Is that too much to ask ?
And you told me you've no time to spend w me on that day ;
I asked you if all these were just excuses ;
I could tell you are dumbfounded .
I yearn for yr time , yr company and yr love .
One of those nights.
7:02 AM
