Sunday, March 2, 2008
I have been feeling this way since yesterday , I don't know why .
I can't explain this feeling , but Ms Tissue Paper & Mr Dustbin have been my best friend right now. Its weird , I don't understand .
All I know is that I need you here w me right now .
Tell me its stress , blame it on tuitions and homework , blame it on my time management & my lack of sleep .
Why am I greedy , and why do I need your attention & love ?
You think its minor , I think its major .
Stop it .
Valencia Tan :
I miss you calling me 'Pui' . I miss you talking to me non-stop , I miss you so much , I miss everything that you've said , I miss all the special moments & times w you , I miss you saying ' I wanna let you feel loved & important by me' I miss you , I miss you , cause I wouldn't be able to know how to live without you .
Felicia :
I'm sorry that I screamed & ranted everything about you . I know i shouldn't be doing that . After all what you've done for me today , I wanna let you know no matter how awful your maggiemee , I'm still goanna eat it filled w love . I'm sorry to make you upset & cry .
Destiny Child :
Idk if you are goanna see this , but I have alot of things to tell you & to share it w you . I'm sorry about not agreeing not to talk to ___ . Its not because you are not important to me anymore , and certainly not because of any reason . I really don't know why , and can't help it that I'm very glad to speak to ___ . Idk why , but now , I know i need to stop this feeling . I'm stopping right now , I'm controlling . And no matter what happens , I still love you the best . Probably I know I will not be the most important person in your life , but you are alr in my category of the most important people(s) .
Roanna :
Thankyou for everything you've done for me selflessly this year . I'm very thankful & grateful for everything seriously . Though last time there's some conflicts between us and all , I hope we will actually forget them :) I never thought how wonderful it is to have you as my classmate , and certainly the closet one in my class and perhaps in the clique now .
Daphne.G:
Sorry that I actually forgot to let yknow , I hope the information & the admission ticket would actually help you , I'm really sorry !
HAMMK:
I wish one day , we will be spending time happily together .
Huizhen:
Thankyou for being super sweet on that day & time when I panicked like mad because of my friend was in Science Centre . Thankyou for telling me that you don't wish to see my upset , and even offered to send me back home to Queenstown first then back to your house . I'm really touched , I love yo so . Sorry that most of the time I was flustered & didn't really shop w you for your bag , just give me a ring and I'll company you for any shopping trip(s) :)
Today :
I was super exhausted , I felt the stress killing me . Wilfred's tuition was boring cause I kept falling asleep , and after that , I rushed to go to the Science Centre to meet Ro. It's tiring , ( Its no wonder they say The Life Of Singaporeans Children Is Getting More Stressful ) I totally agree to that . And now , I need to rush through my stinky Math report - 1) Draft One , 2) Final Draft, 3) Report , 4) Research .
Where's Dance !???!???!!
In my damn heart !!!!!!!!
One of those nights.
5:00 AM
