Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Omg, today was hateful and tiring.
Lessons were irritating the shit hell out of me today:( Cause I was totally tired, but I couldn't sleep at all. Because Good Atmosphere+ Nice surrounding+ Windy + Nice comfy stuffs to rest on = SLEEP. And I couldn't find anything of these in school, so naturally, I stayed awake. And was very pissed off. Pw in the first period, and its typically boring. And Pe was tiring( I think I'm getting weaker) , and recess was dumb. Chinese was even moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee boringgggggggggggggg. Geo was damn craze, because I dont even understand a single thing! And Music was yeah, the best out of everything single thing. And I bet tmr is goanna to be the worst, cause Wednesday has alllll the study subjects. K , so tmr I have to concentrate on alot on my study stuffs. Yknow dearest pearlyn is not going to be in the tuition anymore:( Damn, and today's tuition feels awkward and weird without her. I dont like tuitions anymore, cause its going to feel the same for each and every twice a week. And loner are you honey, loner. Today was actually real important for us to share everything out, cause we always couldn't find a proper time to talk. And she owes me letter, and a letter that she wants me to read. And I had a bag full of secrets that its only meant for her to open it up to see. And, we couldn't rush to camwhore after tuition or before tuition anymore:( Its usually tuition make us more bonded and a time to share everything out because we couldn't find anytime too. Shittttttttt, I'll miss her damn alottttttttt:(
Take care, sweetie, I love you truckloads. Cantonese songs always never fail to make anyone cry, k, the only one is only me. Thats dumb. And so, I hate today, and I never want to wait till saturday, I guess.
K ,I never ever want to eat Spicy Ban Mian anymore:( I had serious constipation, and I had to drink lots of honey water and other shit things now. But when having constipation, the best part of it was to shit.
I know, dearest you had been upset. But trust me, you'll be fine. You told me once to treasure friendships, because you might not even know what will happen tmr. And I hope, tmr I'll die. My mind tells me to just let nature its course, but my heart tells me to be a coward and cry. I've hurt you, I can see. But do you think its not hurting me?
I had been trying my best, to not care, to not bother. My weakness is: Ily, and I can't bother at all.
You paint my picture black, The joke's on me, And I dont wanna laugh, Remember the good times, Won't you bring them back someday, somehow.
One of those nights.
5:44 AM
