Tuesday, July 3, 2007
i'm kinda depressed.well,to be exact.its duper depressed.i dunno wats wrong wif me.i'm such a failure.when i needed u the most...i couldnt reach u.first to start off i'm aint the v-capt for netball alr.the damn teacher changed me and the capt.thank you friends for ur sweet msges of encouragement.and also.i'm not attending tuition alr.raymond called my mum and talked.i was freaking scared he would mention abt jun kai.i was praying in my heart very badly.yepp and den my mum talked to me.etc...those tears were gonna roll down my cheeks but i pressed my lips hard enough to control my emotions:(i was very sad and i couldnt control my tears.they just rolled down my cheeks uncontrollably.i'm gonna miss u guys very much.& jk ur one of them.through raymonds i met u and tats where we started.and endded too.barbie life has been kinda sucky.i'm being teased.i wish i had an extreme makeover to bcome a 'frankenstein'.would someone just bang me down so i could just die man.I HATE DISNEY FOR MAKING EVERY GIRL BELIEVE IN HAPPY EVER AFTER ENDINGS WITH THEIR PRINCE CHARMINGS.those smiles u see and those laughters u hear,-they're fake.no one truly understand me and my true feelings.my heart's broken into a million pieces cuz of u.
i wish u all the best.bye.this post is by pearlyn
One of those nights.
1:23 AM
